3/18/09

It's a hush hush secret...

If ever you read this, know that this is not at its full yet. Still, there are many 'plotholes' that need fixing. Three terms are just what I need of you, just in case you may stumble upon my site: 


1) DO NOT tell anyone else about my site....EVER

2) DO NOT SPAM MESSAGES...since everyone agrees that spamming is bad

3) enjoy...if you can. 

Any breech of these terms will mean absolutely nothing. You may not get physically, emotionally, or psychologically harmed, but know that you have broken an agreement, and let your conscience eat you alive... 

Good Day

3/6/09

I don't want it to end yet!

Beginning nung school year, I made a promise, tatlo actually. Haha... So parang hindi na kailangan pang iexplain. 


Long story short, wala ni isa mang bagay natupad ko. Whatta nice...

Shshshshhshshshshshshshshshshshshshshshshshshfuck

3/1/09

Di ko Feel Graduation

by SYMBO

Di ko feel ang graduation.

Ngayon ang last regular school day (hindi pa nga regular dahil sa napakahabang general assembly)
Bukas half-day.
Pag uwi ko sa bahay ang dami kong gagawin.
Projects and homeworks galore.

Bukas na raw ang deadline ng project sa TLE.
Eh nasira computer ko. Nandun yung files ko.
So uulit na naman ako from scratch. Mamaya.
Makapag submit kaya ako bukas?

Ngayon ang deadline ng English Term Paper.
Di pa ako tapos doon.
Kahit matapos ako, ang dami namang kulang na dapat nagawa na the past two terms.

3 days from now, pasahan ng Calculus reflection paper.
Siguro kaya pa.
Pero medyo mahirap.
3 pages, long bond.

Almost forgot, PFS.
Deadline nun ngayon din.
Wala pang nangyayari sa PFS namin.
Anung gagawin namin dun?
Halos lahat ata kelangan baguhin.
Kelan kami makakapagpasa?
Sira pa naman computer ko.
Nandun yung ibang files ng PFS namin.
Goodluck sa'min.

Exam week na nga pala.
The day after tomorrow, finals na.
Tatlong araw ang exams.
Kelangan mag-aral.
At kelangan din gumawa ng mga project at hw during those days.

Di ko feel ang graduation.
Di ko nga feel ang exam week eh.
Puro project at homework pa rin.

Ang hirap.
Kung kailan matatapos na ang 4th year at buong high school, tsaka pa dumating ang lahat ng naglalakihang schoolwork.
This is the most hectic schedule we've ever had.
And it came to us at a very good time: FINAL EXAM WEEK

Di ko feel ang graduation.
Pag hindi ako nakapagpasa ng mga requirements na toh?
Gagraduate pa kaya ako?

Di ko talaga feel.

Sana buhay pa ako pagkatapos ng week na ito.

2/12/09

I thought you cared at the least...

Akala ko pa naman, may pag-asa ka pang mag bago. Bale wala lang pala yung mga "speeches" nung mga teachers natin. Akala ko talaga...


Sooooo, may ninakaw ka sakin. Bad enough na sakin na nag-nakaw, pero kailangan pang sa tatay ko pa yung ninakaw mo. Masaklap na yun sa ganung paraan, pero kailangan mo pa akong wag pansinin diba. So kung nang hihingi ka sakin ng mga bagay-bagay parao ayus lang sakin, kumbaga sige lang ng sige diba, tapos nung ako na nang hingi ng konting oras na sagutin mo lang ako ng maayos, wala. Katuwa tuwa ka. Halos murahin mo pa ako nung nag tatanong ako. 

Sa tingin ko noon, akala ko matino ka, akala ko talaga. Nagkamali nanaman ako sa akala ko. Kung puwede lang. 

PS: Buong apat na taong kitang kasama, ngayon mo pa ko ginago. 
PPS: Nagulat ka pa na madadamay ka. Naku-nako mag-isip ka...

2/10/09

in building walls

A form of barrier against the elements, walls provide secure detachment from the world. It ensures direct separation from the inside and the outside. It is not, perse, a wall if you place an opening, or a door, or a window; in this way, the definite line between inside and outside is blurred. 


As a support structure, it is not much of one. It does not carry any load, except for itself. To make a wall support anything other than itself, beams and posts are added. With these additions in place, it cannot be a wall anymore, since the lateral force needed to bring a wall down is different with support structures embedded in it. 

As a form of trial, walls are used to block troops from coming in. These walls are fortified to withstand any incoming attacks. If the wall falls down or falls apart, it cannot be considered a wall anymore. It will have lost it defining characteristic as a blockade or protection. 

To climb up a wall brings no shame to the identitiy of the wall. It is, by far, the gratest way to overcome this wall, without removing the defining characteristics of the wall itself. With the act of climbing, it still provides a barrier, since itstill blocks, fully, the inside from the outside. In climbing, also, no purpose is executed to support anything else, not even the climber, thus the wall remains to be as that. Also, it still provides a challenge to the climber as it is strenuous to scale up and down the vertical face of the wall. 

They say, in fact, that "people build walls, so that they can see those who care enough to climb them".