Don't read if ur sick and tired of reading UPCAT - related posts

My dad toured me around UP Diliman as if I was going to study there eventually. I was almost regretful since I did have no assurance of weather I'd pass the UPCAT. I really did feel so sad if I would disappoint my father. 

Alas, a call from my brother came. He told me I passed in UP Diliman, I was ecstatic. As I told my parents, my mom especially, they shouted for joy (literraly). As I gazed into my father's eyes, I didn't see a scent of disappointment. For a time, I was happy. 

My mom on the other hand, belittles my chosen course, the course I personally chose, and the course I personally passed. She was disappointed that I got accepted in a course that would yeaild a so-so paying job. But, that was not what I was looking for when I chose that course. I was looking for a fulfillment, a unique fulfillment. 

For a time, I was confident that I have acheived a milestone, finally I was accepted in a university. But now, it seems that I face another anxiety brewing in the nearing horizon, would I overcome this time, the troubles and hassles of the life at this University? What would come next? What would happen next? 

I owe him two

Jimbo, alalahanin mo lang sa pagtanda mo. May kaibigan kang hiningan ng tulong. At siya ay bukas-palad na tumulong sa iyo, hindi lang isang beses kundi dalawang beses. 

Tandaan mo ang ginawa niya para sa iyo. Tandaan mo. 

Winnie the Pooh is Haunting me?! wtf

I have seen about 15 Winnie the Pooh's today. For the past week, I have seen more. Did I do anything to upset the ghost of Winnie the Pooh? I hope not. 

It feels like he's always there, standing beside me with watchfull eyes. Call me crazy but I can feel his presence, Its like what my mom tells me, "nagpaparamdam". Is there something that I have done to see Winnie the Pooh's everywhere? I'm really wondering. 

The one-hundred seventy seventh post

There really is nothing particularly special about the number. Come to think of it, it has no relation to the post. I just made this to look at the past events concerning the Past New Year and Christmas. I just wanted to tell what I came to see on those 'happy' days. 

CHRISTMAS 

The eve before this special daywas nohing short of special, although my tito did not visit our grandparent's house, in which we were staying. I got dresesed in my fancy new clothes,which were a little too big for me, for that night's simbang gabi. Needless to say that the church was packedfull of people, just enough for me to not understand what was happening in the mass. Afterwhich, we got home, and prepared for the Noche Buena. We are, but not as much as the past years. The morning thatcame after was the time for my family, to depart for our home once again. 

NEW YEAR

'Bagong taon ay may Bagong buhay'. This year came diferent than all the other New Years I have had. I didn't make any resolution. I plan to live out my year day by day, and not worry about matters that may make me anxious or stuff. I sure do hopw I fulfill this goal. (Uhh, isn't that a resolution, maybe, maybe not!?!)